Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Another Impossible Cure; What Can We Learn From Them?

The previous post discusses our experience that resulted from my wife's glaucoma. Her vision is now better than I have ever seen it before. We have known each other for a little less than 20 years. I believe there is good research behind the conclusion that damage to the retina due to glaucoma is irreversible. She could not see as well as she does today with a damaged retina. There is a real puzzle here - a very welcome one, I might add. I wonder if there is something to learn from it.

Here is a second, more recent puzzle. Ever since I started eating the spices, my right shoulder has been getting looser and more worrisome. Since I am right-handed, that is the shoulder of my tennis arm. About 5 days ago, I began asking questions about it. I decided that there was no cartilage in the joint; that a community of some sort had done its best to substitute for cartilage for many years. That was shocking. Apparently the spices were gradually killing the community. Today is Wednesday. By Friday of last week I was afraid to raise that arm above the shoulder. It would dislocate. Tennis was really too dangerous for the joint. I discuss this discovery in this video:



The video explains how I intended to solve the problem. The solution worked amazingly well. At the end of the video, I said I didn't expect to play tennis again for awhile. I made the video in the morning. By mid afternoon of the same day, my body wanted tennis practice on the wall. This is simply hitting the ball against a wall. It is intense, since the wall is much closer than the usual opponent. I did well. There were strange feelings in that shoulder. It felt as though I had a complete shoulder made of parts that didn't quite fit. I suspect the workout helped them get used to each other. I made the next video after that practice.



Since making the video, my tennis has continued to improve. Not surprisingly, I play better with a complete shoulder. The organism, even doing its best, could not match the performance of real cartilage.

Both the shoulder and the glaucoma solutions contradict common sense. Healing like this isn't supposed to happen. What can we learn from this? Let's start by assuming that I told the truth. Strangely, this reality is simply not compatible with my understanding of time. Are my interpretations wrong? I doubt it. Those interpretations cured us. Wrong interpretations don't cure people. Then my interpretations were correct. In that case I must conclude that our bodies did not cure the diseases. They are incurable. Our bodies changed their histories so the diseases weren't there. I make no apologies for that statement. How else can I account for what happened?

How can my body change its history? Perhaps time is more interesting than I thought. After all, I can't change my past. Or can I? I tend to think of my past as a real thing - as though it really exists. Suppose my past is an idea, a possibility. One possibility among many as long as I did nothing at the time to record it in stone. If I made it history at the time, then I am stuck with it as a real thing. But I never did that. I wonder if my past is a concept I have invented.

There is a book called "The End of Time," by Julian Barbour, Ph.D. This book, written for the layman, contends that a better understanding of time is the next great revolution in physics. Dr. Barbour, a respected worker in quantum gravity, contends that time is an artifact of quantum mechanics. In other words, time is more than simply an inexorable clock. He and his colleagues are working to put a good theoretical foundation under this idea.

I agree with that conclusion. In fact, it provides a reasonable interpretation for our success. Time is a more flexible tool than we previously thought. Handled with respect, it can produce miracles safely, reliably and easily. The best laboratory in which to test it is our own health.

I present this in the hopes it is some use to you. If you find it useful, I would like to hear about it.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

You Can Improve More Rapidly Than You Believe

In two areas, my tennis and my fiddling, I am improving surprisingly fast. This is interesting. What can I learn from the experience? If I can improve rapidly, can you do it also?

After two years of tennis I now play well enough so people on the tennis court treat me with respect - and maybe some fear. I have asked many people about their tennis experience. Here is my conclusion: nobody else does what I am doing. Playing tennis this well at my age should require that I have done it all my life. I am breaking the "rules." Here is an example of someone who plays as well as I do. She was a really fun partner last weekend: a much younger woman, age 42, who has been playing for twenty years. She played well. My serve was better than hers, and my forehand was stronger and more reliable. We both have good backhands, and she plays better close to the net. Overall, her playing was comparable to mine. However, I don't need her advantages to play this well. I learned in two years at age 68. That is breaking the "rules."

Here is a second example. I love fiddling. Generally I do it at "Jam Sessions." A jam session is an informal get-together in which amateur musicians and singers perform. Sometimes we are audience; sometimes we perform. The music is mostly American from the '30s to the '50s. I started doing this about a year ago. My previous experience on the violin was in a small band that played the old Hungarian music for dancing. I played the violin, and Elly played the bass. We did this before my crash. In those days I practiced a lot. However I put away the violin after the crash. When I picked up the violin more recently for the the jam sessions, I was totally unfamiliar with American music. Worse yet, no one brought sheet music. Therefore, if I wanted to play this music, I had to listen and improvise. So I did. Previously, as the Hungarian fiddler, I could not improvise; I could only play music written on paper. My bowing recently has become satisfyingly complex and my speed is increasing. In contrast, when I was the Hungarian fiddler, my bowing was simple, and I could not play fast. My coordination between the hand holding the bow and the hand that played the notes wasn't good enough for much complexity.

The "rules" say I must practice to improve my fiddling. That isn't happening. I only pick up the fiddle to play at the jam sessions. There is no other practice. Yet I continue to improve. I am breaking the "rules" again.

Perhaps I am not simply a fiddler or a tennis player. I am me. When a problem with tennis becomes obvious, I assume that is due to a defect. I go home and use frequencies or symbols to correct the defect. Once done, the tennis improves. So does the fiddling. The healing to improve my backhand also improves my ability to coordinate the fiddler's fingering with complex bow movements.

I can imagine the question of a skeptic: Ok, suppose I have discovered how to rebuild myself so I function better. However, playing music is based on habit. Even if I am now capable of being a better musician, the habits are not there. How do I develop the habits of the better musician without practice? Doesn't it take a lot of experience to develop a habit? Apparently not. Yes, I know it always used to - perhaps because I had defined my self in that way. However, in order to heal myself, I have created good communication within myself. The body can now notice that I have just played a complex passage. It can then ask me if I want to make that a habit. If I answer yes, my body will probably have the habit ready for me by the next day. I could never have done that ten years ago. I do it now routinely.

This is discussed in the following video. I hope it suggests new possibilities for you.

Friday, August 1, 2008

My Wife's Glaucoma: The Threat, Our Reaction, and the Happy Result

I wonder if you, the reader, are looking for real-life information that might help you resolve your own very real health problems. Perhaps these essays will help you realize cure is possible, and it doesn't have to be expensive. We have learned to trust our ability to cure ourselves. These cures have produced happy endings at low cost. That is good. What is not so good is that most of them happened several years ago. The day-by-day actions were never recorded. The first few videos in this blog are good examples: "Look what I did!"

In contrast, this post is about a very real, frightening threat to my wife's vision. If you were hoping for information about how we handle a present-day problem, this is the post for you.

Some hints of problems with my wife Elly's eyes turned nasty. Over the past 3 months, Elly has been reporting discharges from her left eye with increasing frequency. Sometimes they were like crystals. They were always present when she got out of bed in the morning. They seemed to be getting worse. At the same time, she has been increasingly reporting discomfort while reading. This is new for her - and bad. Elly loves to read. The problem has resulted in errors in her bookkeeping. For the first time, it is apparent that she cannot reliably read the numbers on the computer screen. I increased the font size on her computer. She appreciated that. However, this, again indicates deterioration in her vision. On July 3, the problem became urgent: she reported pain in that eye, and we decided she had glaucoma. The next video will introduce the situation. It will also explain our immediate response.



Today is about a month later. I am very grateful. The pain in my wife's eye is gone, and she is happily reading again. We both like the large print on her computer. Maybe I will give in and enlarge the print on my own. Hmm. That's like giving in... The next video explains where we are now. I regard this problem as basically cured. That said, we are investigating herbs. We are also both using spices several times a day. Here is a list:

ground cloves,
garam masala,
cinnamon,
roasted sesame seeds,
ginger,
cardamom,
anise seed,
mace,
nutmeg,
allspice and
kelp flakes.



I am satisfied the problem with Elly's eyes is solved. Right now, Elly is reading a biography of George Soros. She is enjoying it so much, she won't even look at this post!

Let me write about the spices. We eat them. Therefore they obviously act inside the gut. However, it is naive to assume they act only within the gut. The communities of organisms within the gut are in constant communication with related communities elsewhere in the body. The gut is not isolated from the rest of you. Perhaps the communities within the gut simply reflect the many related communities in many parts of the body.

We received the suggestion to use spices from an old friend, whom we have helped. She called a few days after the glaucoma became obvious. We decided her call was not an accident, and we listened. This, however, leads to a question: how did she know to call? Who told her? I explore this question in the following video.



I am writing this paragraph in mid August. By now the spices have done their jobs. I say that because the woozy feelings, strange intestinal problems, and requests to eat these spices are now seldom happening. We use our own personal strength tests to ask whether a particular spice is a good idea. Elly uses a pendulum, and I test the strength of various fingers and arms. I like to use several strength tests, just in case one disagrees with all the others. I find that, even though one might be wrong, it is quickly overruled by the others if I test several. In this way I am satisfied I get a consensus that represents the desires of my body.

I cannot say I understand the complexity of this event. Fortunately, I do not have to. When reconciling our checking account, we noticed some odd errors Elly made during the time the glaucoma was getting bad. These errors suggest she couldn't think clearly. It wasn't just that she couldn't see well. Something was wrong with her thinking also. It is also clear that since then, she thinks more clearly. She is the one who noticed this so I feel free to tell you about it; it is not just gossip. Since this is true, it is clear that attempts to solve this problem by dealing only with the eye could not succeed completely. The problem was bigger than that.

At this point the pain from the glaucoma has been gone more than a month, so we are convinced that pressure in her eye is no longer a problem. As a result of the glaucoma, Elly has realized that certain environments consistently lead to watery discharges from her eyes. Until we had cleaned ourselves up with the spices, the watering happened in too many places to understand. Since she cleaned herself up with the spices, three environments stand out. Caffeine produced it. Therefore we have withdrawn from both coffee and tea. I have given up my beloved chocolate. Boy, did that produce withdrawal symptoms! Second, Elly realizes that her eyes produce discharge where she must breathe the cigarette smoke produced by others. She has never smoked. As a result, she will give up certain social gatherings. Finally, there are certain grocery stores where her eyes water. Other stores are no problem. We will avoid the ones where her eyes water. I presume they use some sort of aerosol that irritates the eyes. Finally, it is clear these situations have always been problems, not only for her, but for me also. Her ability to diagnose the problems is a gift to both of us. I am grateful her glaucoma happened. We are both better off as a result. Does that sound odd?

The following video provides more detail.



I discussed this with Elly, and thanked her for being the canary who alerted us to these issues. I decided I was going to call her my canary. She said, in that case, she would call me Sylvester the cat. Maybe I want to rethink this position...

Monday, July 7, 2008

Learning From Failure: A Story

Last Sunday I was very disappointed in my tennis. After coming home I questioned why I played so poorly. The answers led to a fascinating story. It starts with my "sugar problem" as a child. It continues with my realization four years ago that I have been diabetic since age eight. It then continues with my apparently successful attempt to cure this condition. Finally it ends with my realization that I hadn't cured it at all. Although my situation was better, the organisms that had caused the problem were still there. The internal politics of my body had me fooled. Apparently I am still - or was this morning - a diabetic. I am beginning to believe the wise man who said, "If you want to learn, look at your failures."

The situation provides a perfect opportunity for the combined use of symbols and frequencies. It also provides an opportunity for an experiment. If I am right, I can use frequencies and symbols to cure the diabetes. If so the result will show up in my improved ability to play tennis. My weakness Sunday morning was incompatible with my goal to play competitive tennis. That weakness was due to incompetent handling of insulin.

I want to create a symbol that requires correct digestion with no compromises. That will include the correct management of insulin. The parasites have shown they are not competant to do that. That should close the sneaky backdoor they used 4 years ago. Of course, four years ago, I had no idea symbols could be used in this context.

A Closer Look At Frequencies and Symbols

About the Symbols

In creating this video, I realized that the symbols I am using have been used before. I enjoyed the website,

http://www.bob-wonderland.supanet.com/conspiracy_7c.htm/

which discusses the importance of the same circles, equilateral triangles, hexagons, etc, that I use in my symbols. This author finds them in the street design of Washington, DC, in crop circles, on the back of the 1$ bill, in the history of the Freemasons and the Scottish Rite order, and in the Egyptian pyramids. I especially enjoyed the article in Science News that discussed the geometric patterns found in present-day crop circles:

http://www.sciencenews.org/view/generic/id/3999/title/Theorems_in_Wheat_Fields/

While these references don't explain anything they put me in good company.

I am confronted with the fact that I keep healing, despite my age, and despite "incurable" diseases. How can I explain my own success?

In this video I explain that the symbols provide a way in which a person can take leadership of this almost unmanageable community: their body. When the individual spends time with the symbol, he/she is defining what is right and important for that body. The activity is really leadership. Defining the body's highest priority is essential to any healing, since real healing always involves conflict. Healing requires that the body displace active communities of organisms (viruses, bacteria, one-celled animals, roundworms, etc). These communities are alive. They do not wish to be displaced and will attempt to influence the body to allow them to remain. The presence of the organisms is evidence that the body has made a compromise with its health. The symbols provide a final, "This is right. There cannot be any compromise here."

Please heed this warning: symbols operate BELOW consciousness. This geometry is the private business of the body. Your consciousness is only providing a service. It locates the visible picture of the geometrical figure. Then it offers the activity of your eyes as they wander over the symbol to help the body. Your consciousness cannot do more. Only the body can finish the job. Please do NOT attempt to analyze, understand, control or intellectualize this activity. If you do this, you will render it trivial and useless. Simply allow the body to decide what to look at, and what colors, if any, to apply. That is all. Give it the time required. It is easy. Please allow it to be easy.

The pictures must be correctly drawn. If your picture is slightly off, it may not work. The healthier I get, the more I demand accurate drawings. That may be good news for you if you are a beginner. At first a little sloppiness wasn't a problem.

One way I can tell that I still have work to do is if I stubbornly continue to see an error in the symbol that actually isn't there. Apparently I am creating the illusion of an error to satisfy the body's own need for the distortion. I notice that my body demands a particular defective geometry. In this case I will continue to work with this symbol until I can see it correctly.

About the Frequencies

I explain in the video that the body will provide a frequency for each organism that it wishes to shut down. Such matters generally are handled privately. The situation is similar to one in which an organization has decided to fire someone. Such activities are best handled with discretion. However, the frequency is public. The frequency orders the organism to shut down. The organism loses all privacy. Notice that the order cannot be enforced if the body really needs the organism. The organism may propose compromises to allow it to stay active. If the body designs your activity well, the symbol will define the right-wrong and priorities so the frequencies will leave the organisms without any compromise. They will have no choice, and they will shut down.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Video 6: Two issues that Became Important As Toxins Lost Their Importance

When I started this healing journey, my condition was so fragile that I was happy to try anything that offered a viable opportunity. However, as my health has improved, it has become easier for me to kid myself. My behavior suggests that the parasites (bacteria, viruses, worms, etc) present in my body see themselves as part of the community. Therefore when the time comes to actually replace or eliminate them, it is not surprising that I will experience conflicting impulses. In other words some sub-community within me will attempt to stop me from healing. When I was close to death my body supported healing without question; even the parasites wanted to stay alive! Therefore at first there was no resistance. However, the healthier I get, the more resistance I experience to improving my health. I guess I shouldn't be surprised.

This experience is common. We call it aging. It is common knowledge that the typical "treatment" for any chronic condition is to help the sufferer remain comfortable without curing the condition. That allows the parasites to remain in place. It also ensures that the body will gradually deteriorate. In fact, we have adopted this deterioration as a model for our bodies. We see our bodies as gradually deteriorating machines that must eventually stop ticking. That is, of course, only a model. Like all models of something as wonderful as our bodies, it cannot be the whole truth.

Perhaps that is the reason I decided two years ago to become a good tennis player at age 65. Tennis offers one advantage. If I improve, I defeat more opponents. If I don't, they defeat me. Excuses don't win games in tennis. Improved health does. I suspect any sport that requires good coordination, endurance, quick responses, and dependability would have served me. Tennis's requirement to coordinate vision, balance and body movement provide an extreme test for someone who is senile. I am delighted with tennis.

The parasites may be present in the body by invitation. I suggest this in the video, and suggest an example from my own body. Although this may be true, in my experience it is usually possible, by properly understanding the situation, to ensure that the parasites are no longer needed. Seen in a different light: if the parasite was ever essential, its job is now complete. The frequency methods I learned from Dr. Clark's books provided an elegant way to send a powerful signal to the parasite: "Your job is done. Please shut down now." In this video I discuss this situation, using my Parkinson's condition as an example.

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Sunday, June 8, 2008

Video 5: Stage 1 was eliminating toxins

Our healing occurred in three stages: toxins, parasites, and emotions. This video deals with our first stage: toxins. We tried many things during this time. Most failed. The few activities that produced obvious results were attempts to eliminate toxins from our bodies. These methods produced dramatic results. Other methods might leave us more comfortable, but we were not satisfied with that.

We asked for advice from friends, and we read many books. Several references suggested that the mercury amalgam tooth fillings in Richard's mouth were a likely problem. Richard's experience confirmed this. After his fillings were removed, we became interested in removing other toxins. We tried energy healing, cleanses, chelating agents, chemicals, nutrition and exercise. While they all helped (perhaps), they did not produce the miracles we demanded.

We were very pleased with the method involving frequencies presented in Dr. Hulda Clark's book, "The Cure for All Diseases." We learned a great deal about these methods. We now trust the frequency-based methods to eliminate toxins from our bodies. In fact we regard them as uniquely effective. I discuss this in the video.